Life with a newborn has quickly gone into full swing. I have to admit that Noah is a very easy going baby thus far. He is content to nurse as long as I will let him. He enjoys his swing and cuddling. He wakes during the night for feedings but then goes back to sleep rather fast.

Lillie has been struggling alot in her new role as big sister. She wants to touch and hold the baby constantly but to the point that it makes Noah cry and gives mom some anxiety. It is difficult to find the balance between allowing her some freedom to interact without pushing limits and for us to allow it and refrain from saying "no" but still protect Noah when needed.

Sunday was Lillie's dance recital. She has practiced for months. We had tickets and her costume. She refused to wear the stockings required for the show. We tried for over an hour. Lillie had a complete meltdown. She said we did not want her and were mean parents. Wow, those words were hard to hear. Our hearts ached for her. She did not perform in the recital but wanted to see it. She enjoyed the show and did not seem to disappointed to not be in it. I have to admit it was hard to watch without her in it.

So a newborn does not seem so complex now but a 6 year old does!