Down and Out

So I am sure many of you have noticed I have been writing less these days. Its not that I don't want to rather I am having trouble focusing. Did you ever have something really bad happen to you in your life? Your glad when it's over and then you think maybe you will never experience anything like it again? You already had your share of pain and as much as God knew you could bare? I thought that too until the day before Thanksgiving. I will not enlighten you of the details because you are better off not knowing. What I can say is that one of my biggest fears has come true and I am now broken. I have God's grace and am sure to be restored but not sure where to go from here. I have a long road ahead and nothing will be easy. Please keep me in your prayers and hearts and forgive me if I am just not with it these days.